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|Tuesday, November 15th, 2016|
|Friday, June 18th, 2004|
I haven't written in awhile. But my friends are pissing me off again. I have spent the last 36 hours by myself, the only person that has called is Jason. I also talked to Danny online, but other than that I have had no communicado with anybody except my mom. If someone is thinking about me I wish that they would just call me. I have tried to get in contact with my friends to, so it's not all my fault. I am left to study physics and quant all weekend because I don't excpect to get a call from anyone. My only hope is my new roommate, who is coming this week. She will offer me some communication. I don't know how anybody could be silent for years, well at least I know I would not make a great nun. I walked around today for an hour trying to find new friends but to no avail, there is no one around. Thank God there will be more people here for Summer B. I have to get my key reprogrammed. Well I'm gonna lisen to some complaint rock and go to bed. Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day.
|Thursday, May 13th, 2004|
I am feeling neglected lately. Maybe it's not intentional but it still does not feel good. Maybe I'm too needy and people want to get away from me. who knows. One of my classes seems easy and thats epidemiology (the study of diseases and epidemics). Many people mistake it for the study of skin...lol. They are similar. I am excited for tonight we are throwing Stephen a surprise birthday! YAY! It should be fun, most of the crew will be here. Well thats all I want to depress you with right now. Don't want to wake up alone in my head. I know I'm not alone in this world, all the voices in my head tell me so. ;)
|Monday, May 10th, 2004|
Well, let's see. I had a very peaceful week at home. I got plenty of sleep and didn't really do anything. I saw the movie Mean Girls, very cute and funny. I am officially broke for the time being, until my check comes from the school. I am looking forward to that because then I can buy my VERY expensive books!!! WOOHOO! I went to my first class, Physics, should be easy, but we shall see. There is a cute fireman in there! LOL. To put it simply very excited about going to the class! Tomorrow I have quant and lab, hopefully there is no lab tomorrow. We shall find out. Well got to go do some other stuff.
|Wednesday, April 28th, 2004|
Lalala. Waiting in much anticipation for this semester to be over, and it will be so once I finish my stats exam which starts at 11 tomorrow. Whoop Whoop. Everyone is drinking tonight except for me! Oh well, drinking isn't everything. I might have a job with the Periodicals here on campus. It seems like a good job, I make min. wage but it will al be mad money! So I will be happy since I can spend it all on myself and whoever else I feel like. I look forward to my ankle completely being healed. I still do not have complete use of it, and it makes me mad!!! I want to sell my books back and see how much money I get, prolly not much. I am selling my chem book to Lisa. I might go to Mardi Gras in 2005, that would be fun, and I will be 21, whoop whoop! I am also looking forward to moving into my new dorm room and setting it up, good times. I move out on Fri and there is much to be done. So I better get back to it. Buh bye.
|Sunday, April 25th, 2004|
Well I am very excited because by tomorrow at this time I will be done with my hard exams, although I will still need to study for Stats and do my take home exam for Lit, the majority of the studying will have been done. I am also exicted because my best friend Moe might come to visit me this summer! YAY!! That would be so much fun. She is very dramatic, she is also very hysterical. I am also looking forward to the move I have to make this Sat. I will be very happy to be in a new place and have things located in different places. Whoop Whoop! I have to decide what I am going to put in the new room, and also what classes I am going to take for the fall. Too many things to do, too little time. Well I better get back to studying so that I will do well on my tests tomorrow! :)
|Friday, April 23rd, 2004|
A few moments ago I was reminded of the Columbine incident. It made me remember the friends I made that were there when it happened. They did not speak much of the incident, but I could tell it would forever haunt their memories. I am also reminded of one of the victims, I believe her name was Karey. Of what I've been told she was an awesome person who turned away from sin and was enjoying her new found 'life'. She was willing to die for what she believed, I would only hope I would be able to do the same. The thought of that day and many others has placed a heavy weight upon my heart. I can only hope for the future that better days will come...
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Quick note, I decided the classes I am taking for the summer, (they all sound interesting..lol)- Quantitative Analytical Chemistry, Intro to Physics (should not be bad at all), and Epidimiolgy (I'm taking this with one of my friends, so it should be fun).
It was a beautiful beach day today! The problem arises from the fact that I should have been studying chemistry but I decided to take a break. Well my face is burned but I don't mind the color and I had a lot of fun hanging out with my friends. "And my mama said you can't hurry love, o you've just got to wait, she says love don't come easy, it's a game of give and take"-I heard that song today while I was thinking about my dateless life. I know it's true what it says you can't hurry love, but she has also had relationships in her life, I on the other hand have not. I do not know what I am doing wrong, but rather it's prolly things I lack to do. I get discouraged about the dating scene, but I have found out that their are plenty of eligible bachelors at St. Paul's. So maybe I will attend mass there from now on. I'm trying to decide what I want to accomplish tonight, I will prolly tackle more chemistry work and then move onto Human Biology, although I am dreading studying. But I know that my finals are on monday and if I don't study I will fail, so I better get cracking. I am looking for a job for the summer, but I think I need to make my search more thorough but actively looking for one...lol. I am looking forward to the summer, even though it will require lots of work it will be a new beginning. I like new beginnings. :)
|Monday, April 19th, 2004|
Well I just completed a lab practical in human biology. I think I did pretty well, considering I had no idea what prioceptive receptor is, oh well. Now I can concern myself with writing my oral report and studying for all of my finals. I will def be happy next thursday when it is all over for this semester. I have to see my guidance counselor tomorrow to decide what/if any classes I should take this summer. The problem is that not all the classes I want to take are offered or they conflict with another class, and I would like to get all my 9 hours I need to have done over the summer to be taken all in one shot. I also want to be able to be home for my cousin's first birthday and see her grow up, while I still have the chance. I found out that two of my other cousins who were just youngins are now in fifth and ninth grade. WOW! That means that my other cousin Katie is graduating high school and getting ready to go into college, and Jaclyn is graduating college, so is Christopher and Michael. AHHH!!!! I'm getting old. lol. I am looking forward to getting my first job this summer, I haven't figured out what it might be though. Preferrably something on campus, so I can save up my money. I want to get a car sometime soon and I need to save up my money for the gas bill and insurance. I am also looking forward to starting my credit with a credit card. The expetation of paying things with my credit card is exciting and then I will have money to pay for the bill at the end of the month. I am out of my lull, they usually only last for an hour or so, but it is still important to discuss them, because then I can get a good idea of what I am looking for in a guy and what I'm not. I am looking forward to my ankle functioning to its full ability again, can't wait for that!!! Well thats it for now, ttyl. ;)
|Saturday, April 17th, 2004|
I guess it would be safe to put this in the journal. I def want to speak about it to someone. I am def feeling lonely lately, almost all my friends have bf and gf and they are with each other. I hang out with them and I feel included but I just want someone to look after me. And my only prospects are this one type of guy, that I am personally unattracted to. Oh well, I'll get over it one of these days. I also get annoyed when people tell me well Erin, one day you will find your true love and it will have been worth the wait. I hear that soo much and I am tired of hearing it! There are times like today that I do feel left out, one of my friends or 2 make sure that I am not left out but I still feel like the outcast. I'm just in a lull right now and I want to get out. Maybe the summer session will be better or maybe I should just go home for the summer. I don't know yet, but the way I'm feeling I def want to get away from this place for awhile. Thats it for now, I'm going to jam out to some Fiona and chill. :)
|Thursday, April 15th, 2004|
Woo Hoo! I finall figured this thing out. Well currently I was studying for chem and human bio, since I have two tests tomorrow. I twisted my ankle a couple of weeks ago now and it is starting to heal, although I wish I could start ruinning on it agian. I went home for a couple hours this weekend for Easter, it was nice. I got to see most of my family, my little cousin included. She's walking now and starting to talk and I don't get to see any of it. No drunken stories since I twisted my ankle, I think it would be a really bad thing if I did drink with my ankle twisted..lol. Anyway I want to tell all of you who read this that I am NOT a personal fan of chemistry and I wish it was never invented. ARGH!!!! And I'm sorry that the Islanders lost in the first round of the playoffs to the Lightning! But at least the Lightning are in the playoffs. Well so much for now, I best be getting back to studying.