I haven't written in awhile. But my friends are pissing me off again. I have spent the last 36 hours by myself, the only person that has called is Jason. I also talked to Danny online, but other than that I have had no communicado with anybody except my mom. If someone is thinking about me I wish that they would just call me. I have tried to get in contact with my friends to, so it's not all my fault. I am left to study physics and quant all weekend because I don't excpect to get a call from anyone. My only hope is my new roommate, who is coming this week. She will offer me some communication. I don't know how anybody could be silent for years, well at least I know I would not make a great nun. I walked around today for an hour trying to find new friends but to no avail, there is no one around. Thank God there will be more people here for Summer B. I have to get my key reprogrammed. Well I'm gonna lisen to some complaint rock and go to bed. Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day.
I am feeling neglected lately. Maybe it's not intentional but it still does not feel good. Maybe I'm too needy and people want to get away from me. who knows. One of my classes seems easy and thats epidemiology (the study of diseases and epidemics). Many people mistake it for the study of skin...lol. They are similar. I am excited for tonight we are throwing Stephen a surprise birthday! YAY! It should be fun, most of the crew will be here. Well thats all I want to depress you with right now. Don't want to wake up alone in my head. I know I'm not alone in this world, all the voices in my head tell me so. ;)
Well, let's see. I had a very peaceful week at home. I got plenty of sleep and didn't really do anything. I saw the movie Mean Girls, very cute and funny. I am officially broke for the time being, until my check comes from the school. I am looking forward to that because then I can buy my VERY expensive books!!! WOOHOO! I went to my first class, Physics, should be easy, but we shall see. There is a cute fireman in there! LOL. To put it simply very excited about going to the class! Tomorrow I have quant and lab, hopefully there is no lab tomorrow. We shall find out. Well got to go do some other stuff.
Lalala. Waiting in much anticipation for this semester to be over, and it will be so once I finish my stats exam which starts at 11 tomorrow. Whoop Whoop. Everyone is drinking tonight except for me! Oh well, drinking isn't everything. I might have a job with the Periodicals here on campus. It seems like a good job, I make min. wage but it will al be mad money! So I will be happy since I can spend it all on myself and whoever else I feel like. I look forward to my ankle completely being healed. I still do not have complete use of it, and it makes me mad!!! I want to sell my books back and see how much money I get, prolly not much. I am selling my chem book to Lisa. I might go to Mardi Gras in 2005, that would be fun, and I will be 21, whoop whoop! I am also looking forward to moving into my new dorm room and setting it up, good times. I move out on Fri and there is much to be done. So I better get back to it. Buh bye.
Well I am very excited because by tomorrow at this time I will be done with my hard exams, although I will still need to study for Stats and do my take home exam for Lit, the majority of the studying will have been done. I am also exicted because my best friend Moe might come to visit me this summer! YAY!! That would be so much fun. She is very dramatic, she is also very hysterical. I am also looking forward to the move I have to make this Sat. I will be very happy to be in a new place and have things located in different places. Whoop Whoop! I have to decide what I am going to put in the new room, and also what classes I am going to take for the fall. Too many things to do, too little time. Well I better get back to studying so that I will do well on my tests tomorrow! :)
A few moments ago I was reminded of the Columbine incident. It made me remember the friends I made that were there when it happened. They did not speak much of the incident, but I could tell it would forever haunt their memories. I am also reminded of one of the victims, I believe her name was Karey. Of what I've been told she was an awesome person who turned away from sin and was enjoying her new found 'life'. She was willing to die for what she believed, I would only hope I would be able to do the same. The thought of that day and many others has placed a heavy weight upon my heart. I can only hope for the future that better days will come...
Quick note, I decided the classes I am taking for the summer, (they all sound interesting..lol)- Quantitative Analytical Chemistry, Intro to Physics (should not be bad at all), and Epidimiolgy (I'm taking this with one of my friends, so it should be fun).
It was a beautiful beach day today! The problem arises from the fact that I should have been studying chemistry but I decided to take a break. Well my face is burned but I don't mind the color and I had a lot of fun hanging out with my friends. "And my mama said you can't hurry love, o you've just got to wait, she says love don't come easy, it's a game of give and take"-I heard that song today while I was thinking about my dateless life. I know it's true what it says you can't hurry love, but she has also had relationships in her life, I on the other hand have not. I do not know what I am doing wrong, but rather it's prolly things I lack to do. I get discouraged about the dating scene, but I have found out that their are plenty of eligible bachelors at St. Paul's. So maybe I will attend mass there from now on. I'm trying to decide what I want to accomplish tonight, I will prolly tackle more chemistry work and then move onto Human Biology, although I am dreading studying. But I know that my finals are on monday and if I don't study I will fail, so I better get cracking. I am looking for a job for the summer, but I think I need to make my search more thorough but actively looking for one...lol. I am looking forward to the summer, even though it will require lots of work it will be a new beginning. I like new beginnings. :)